TheFbomb

People often write letters to their younger self. This has been done many times, and even though it might seem really cliché I still can’t seem to pull myself away from the idea of it. The fear of the unknown will always haunt me, writing a letter to my younger self may seem most fitting considering this. I could give myself a heads up about things to come. However that wouldn’t benefit me; I’ll never get to read it. I’m at a point in my life right now where I could definitely do with a list of advice. The future petrifies me, and a little guidance through this would be very much appreciated right now. I guess the reason I worry about getting older is because I don’t know what’s coming and the big things that happen after in 40’s aren’t really said to be the same as the big things that happen in your 20’s. In your 20’s the things that change your life are the things you’re excited about; getting married and having kids, going on holidays and seeing the world. Obviously I’m s

For as long as I can remember, cliques have been a thing, a big  thing. It's what we have been taught in films as we grew up and as natural as it was for us to understand then, it would later shock us how natural it was for us to fall into the exact same situations ourselves even now. (I mean, only when we were the ones feeling the heat, right?) The first real experience I had myself was within the first months of secondary school, obviously . The first girl that I'd made friends with that I didn't previously know opened up a whole different world for me. One that I still find myself on the outside of occasionally and not at all obsessivley looking in on through Instagram to this day. I've always found it hard to be friends with girls, this is something I'm still trying to figure out. Perhaps it's because I'm loud, slightly outspoken and maybe even a little odd at times. At 12 I was what you used  to expect a 12 year old to look like. I had thick long bl